Monday, January 12, 2009

Happy Birthday Grandma

Today has been a sad one. It's Grandma's Birthday, and it's the first year I can't call and wish her a Happy one. This year is the first year I couldn't hear her voice, tickled to hear from me... (as if she were actually surprised that I called). It's the first Birthday since she left us last August.

I don't know if it has been because of the holidays that I have been thinking about her so much lately. Or, maybe it was the anticipation of her Birthday coming up that has had my thoughts filled of her. But, I'm pretty sure it may have something to do with her death finally catching up to me. The shock is over, and now I just miss her. I miss the phone calls... I miss hearing her tell me how much she misses me. I miss her voice, and her laugh.

She was and will always be very special to me. So today, I will remember well my love for Grandma. Happy Birthday...

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